9.26.2005

I've not blogged in a while and I must admit that such hiatuses are often common in my blogging life. It is often the result of busy periods, super sad periods (no, I think I tend to blog more then) and blah.

This, is undoubtedly, a busy period yet again! I'm back at events mgt and of course struggling to keep 2 jobs.

Life is busy, though not as bad as before YET but I'm sure it's gonna pick up and accumulate. Had a close colleague's wedding over the weekend and I was really looking forward to it! I love weddings, who doesn't? As expected, after every wedding I attend, I get into the mood for love and all. Ahh.. Weddings are so sweet. I like.

I was just thinking earlier and I realised that I'm definitely the sort of person who knows what I want and gets what I want. Looking around me, I realised there are few people like me who know for sure what they want and would work fucking hard or do whatever it takes to get it. Looking back, almost everything I have, were products or items that I wanted and ended up getting, there's almost nothing that I want but end up not getting.

Should I be happy, or worried?

PS: Current (Must-Have) Obsession: Plastic more commonly known as Credit Cards.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 1:25 PM

{xoxo}

9.10.2005

My (fairy) godmother.


It is no secret that I have a fantabulous godma. But, today really proved that I am (contrary to popular belief) extremely blessed. It's as though all of God has answered all of my prayers and doubts through her. She's such an angel.

This really is a private matter but I just wanna blog briefly to remember this day and also to share with my close buddies such a joyous affair!

We met for tea today, headed to Holland V for drinks and we just chatted and chatted. We had a long heart to heart talk, and I really poured my heart out to her. She did ask THE question and (to those who know what I'm talking about) I did not deny. I admitted it.

She was really sweet, she kept stressing that she loves me and that I could ALWAYS go to her whenever I need help.


"Promise me that as you are growing up and you make lifechanging decisions, anytime you feel that you want to talk or you need advice from someone who's been there, CALL ME. Can you promise me that?"

How sweet is that? She shared with me her growing up stories, and it is true- she has been through it all before. Basically, we both understood a whole lot more about each other after today and I am so thankful. So very thankful.

She told me that she always wanted someone to talk to as she was growing up and she wants to play that figure in my life now. She will fund my overseas education (if I want to) and she said she will help remove all stumbling blocks because she wants me to make it and be happy.


She said so so many other wise words and I am so thankful.

Dear God, thank you.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 12:34 AM

{xoxo}