2.28.2005

Caught the Oscars this morning and it was a glam affair, with a few glitches here and there. Nothing as wardrobe malfunction-y like Janet Jackson so I won't blog about it.

School was mundane and boring (as with all Mondays cause that's Journalism day) but things got better during lunch. Laughed alot with Plastics as usual, and we discussed all sorts of issues- from serious ones like dick sizes to lighthearted ones like nicknames.

We all have a codename now. Peng is Melbourne (for obvious reasons), Moo is Calcutta-Bombay (for even more obvious reasons) and Crys is York. I am Tokyo Seto! How kawaii is that? Eww.

While we're on the topic of dick size, may I add that I am extremely relieved now that I have surveyed a few male friends of mine and realised that MY dick size is NOT BELOW the average size (contrary to popular belief) Great thing to know, may I add. At least now when I wank, I won't feel bad, thinking that I have a small prick. While it ain't BIG material (like Beyonce's hair) it ain't small shit too (like Patricia Mok's boobs)

I caught Closer with my movie buddy, Crystal and Hweech. It was splendid, a marvellous take on modern human relationships, the 4 leads were great, I felt really depressed especially each time the theme song played. The mood was really melancholic and I just couldn't help but feel sad for the characters. The movie painted a picture of how my life would be, say in 3 years time? Considering what a drama papa I am, and the equallly dramatic life I lead, I really won't be surprised. There's sorta a little bit of the 4 characters in all of us but if I had to choose, I think I'm more of a Clive Owen with a dash of Natalie Portman.

I don't want to spoil the fun for those of you who have not caught the show yet so I will not talk about the characters in depth but let's just say I could identify with the need for someone, the dependency on someone superior, the carnal lust for sex, the need for honesty, the moment of love and truth and also the carnal lust for sex. Oh, have I mentioned that already? Alright, fine.

I smoked today with Hweech, not a biggie but I know I'm heading to 7-11 tomorrow to buy myself another packet. No, I'm not hooked on cigarettes.

Over dinner, my mom mentioned something about how my brother is not as good as Mandarin as I am, but she said "Sadly, he did far better for Os than you." After I looked away, because I was too tired to go there again for the 244590740th time, she said "But, sadly, I don't think he's ever gonna do as well as you."

And, ladies and gentlemen, that made my night.

PS: Won't be sleeping early tonight, have to collate PerCom stuff and rush out a mock presentation for tomorrow's dry run.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 10:02 PM

{xoxo}

2.27.2005

Been going in and out of Mount E the past 3 days because poor Emmanuel has been admitted for pneumonia, so we've all been there to accompany him and play with him. Today's his brother's birthday and that poor guy was so upset because everyone seemed to forget about it, so he was very surprised when I appeared with a birthday cake for him. It's so nice to see the look on people's faces when you do things to surprise them, ah the satisfaction of being an angel.

Met SABA for dinner last night at Coffee Club and drinks at IndoChine after, had a nice time laughing at each other's sillyness. Went to pick bro up and had SABA conference when I got back, and we chatted till like 5am in the morning, after which I went to watch DVDs till about 6am this morning. I can't believe how long we conferenced but that also confirmed me that things with SABA indeed weren't the same anymore, it's a feeling as Drew says. The girls made me kiss Drew's hand because they were very curious and the act got them REALLY amused and Drew REALLY disgusted. I didn't feel much, didn't think it was a big deal. I would even kiss Drew on the lips, or any of the SABA girls for that matter.

Went to church and then went to Mount E again today. I've had absolutely no time to touch my projects, the deadlines are getting nearer and nearer. Ah time to go full mode.

By the way, I realised cologne would make a great gift as well. Just not CK's Crave because I just bought a new bottle.

Grace told me she likes Quik Boys, as in boys who wear Quiksilver. So I asked what was I, and she said nahh I wasn't a Quik Boy so i suggested I'm a FCUK-ing Urban Male. Haha and the more I think of it, the more I think it makes sense. Such a great pun, excellent nick.

I'm a FCUK-ing Urban Male.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 10:37 PM

{xoxo}

2.25.2005

Ladies and Gentlemen,

I have officially hit rock bottom once again. This has got to be the most painful Friday in a long while. Saw the calendar earlier and realised that it is less than a month to my birthday so I have been inspired and empowered to share with you, my loyal readers, my desired birthday gift list.

1) Vouchers- TOPSHOP, ZARA, PROJECTSHOPBLOODBROS, NEWURBANMALE, FCUK, CK, A/X and DIESEL are welcomed.
Please make purchases of vouchers in denominations of $100 (kidding)

2) DVDs- THE NOTEBOOK, SHUTTER, BEFORE SUNRISE/SUNSET, STEPMOM, COYOTE UGLY, THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT, NOTTING HILL etc.
Please make sure they are movies that I would want to keep and that they are grade 3 DVDs (not kidding)

3) Clothes- Read #1
Please make sure you have taste as fine as mine (99% of you don't) or else, STICK TO #1.

There a million other things that I would ask for, like BAGS, CAPS, SHADES, SHOES, SLIPPERS but i'm not greedy. Give me vouchers and I will purchase them myself! :D


On a sidenote, all I want for my birthday is .... you
Everything else can be bought with money. Money can be earned by myself. But, you? Come to think of it, you can be bought over too. Sigh. You have caused me to eat half a large pizza and a lasagne, only to puke it all out. WTF?

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 5:52 PM

{xoxo}

2.24.2005

I caught Ray today with Plastics, it was pretty touching at some points and I teared. Watching him pick up his baby and thank his wife, and express his desire to take care of both of them was really really sweet, brought out the paternal instincts in me yet again. One of the final scenes that had him facing his mom and bro again was equally heartwrenching, especially when the sole reason why he resorted to drugs was to shut off the awful memories he had of his childhood. Watching his mom and bro forgive him and embrace him with a hug was tearjerking.

I can't wait for Closer though I seriously think that I have to check myself into depression clinics after that with Peng. What's with the chain of sad movies this week?

I finally gave Kwee Hoon a piece of my mind today and she had NOTHING to say because everytime she tried to, i cut in with 29254525 arguments. Leonard and Jarrett got a shock when they saw me especially Leonard. I guess he didn't expect me to be so firm with lecturers, i'm no pushover ok! Was relating all my sec sch horror stories to SABA just now and they found it highly amusing, but it's true! Sad but true.

Spoke to Brendon Wong about Kwee Hoon and he said he would look into it, apparently that woman has been getting a few complaints! She appeared red-eyed in class and she was extremely bitter. She made remarks like "You are a bad example." and "You are a bad student that disrupts the class, don't mix with him." to which I retorted "My, you're so bitter, I would have thought you just went through a bad divorce."

Everyone's giving me that look now, lecturers laughed and flashed me the look like they expected me to get into 'trouble' AGAIN, and coursemates/classmates are giving me that 'You're so rude & mean' look when really, I'm just more vocal when it comes to opinions.

Psychology presentations were dreadful, psychology tutorials always manage to leave me speechless and dumbfounded by the discovery of yet another low in human intelligence. My classmates from other courses seriously cannot present, it's painful watching them, I didn't know if I should have laughed or cried. My group is on next week and very frankly, I can't be bothered to polish up our slideshow because the report was majorly screwed up by them already. THE GRAMMER IS ASTONISHING. Let's hope I can dazzle them with my presentation.

"It's good to apologise because you show them that wow, despite their greatness, CMM students are humble too."
- Mr Brendon Wong, upon realising that I finally apologised to that A&F lecturer ONLY BECAUSE I'M GIVING MR WONG FACE.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 11:54 PM

{xoxo}

2.23.2005

Shopping with Moo today was damn fun!

I am so proud and happy for that rich bitch, she bought 2 bags that are DAMN NICE. One's from FCUK and the other's from Project Shop Blood Bros. I'm so envious, haha she just blew $150 like that, what a rich bitch. But it's really worth it, the bags are DAMN nice.

Am gonna rush Psychology assignments tonight, there's quite a bit to finsh by tomorrow, but it's ok, I work well under stress, remember?

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 8:02 PM

{xoxo}

2.22.2005

I caught Million Dollar Baby yesterday with Peng & Crys, was really tragic, seeing Hilary Swank's character struggle against all odds in life, to become a fighter. Her character was such a fighter (pun intended) and Hilary Swank's acting was fantatastic, i lost myself in the show.

Watching how her character struggled, achieve success and then lose everything was really painful to watch. Peng wailed and Crys teared. On the other hand, I did not shed a single tear. But I felt the sadness, and I fear that I'll end up like that someday, struggling and struggling and yet still not achieving what I set out to.

It's so scary.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 9:11 PM

{xoxo}

Dear God,

I've been totally ignored.
I've been feeling down.
Why do I feel like I'm always on my own in moments like these?
Why is it nothing seems to be going my way?
I feel so unappreciated.
I feel so unaccomplished.
I feel so alone.
Why did you give me such looks?
Why did you give me such 'talents'?
Why do I always get the same old shit?

Have you forgotten about me?

Jon

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 1:05 PM

{xoxo}

2.20.2005

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She’ll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She’ll hear me out
And won’t easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she’ll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied
To anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I’m asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I’ll get away with it
Aaaahhhhh....


Beautiful song by Depeche Mode, something called Somebody. I always thought they were like Chemical Brothers, noisy chillout sorta music. But this song is so tranquil, so soothing, so peaceful. It's so surreal, listening to it and reading the words and visualising myself.....

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 4:52 PM

{xoxo}

I still can't believe I had the chance to work with Male Model of the Year 2004/05 and I only found out today.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 1:47 AM

{xoxo}

Went to SA's funfair earlier this afternoon with Andrea the perfect girl of my dreams, haha. Was nice to meet all the old friends there and saw alot of familiar faces, felt really nice to step back into somewhere where you had some of the fondest memories. Contemplated saying hi to Miss K, decided against it eventually.

Kel & Drew are not sharing stuff. Period.

Cabbed to town with Andrea the hot babe after that, and we had Crystal Jade. Had a nice chat with her and heard all her lil updates, was shocked, but by the end of the day, I felt like I got to know her better and that's always a good thing. She's such a tough chick with an amazing attitude, she's reallly one of a kind.

Did some shopping, bought a couple more tops, and cabbed back to sch to watch Jam & Hop with Moo and Crys. Both of them found their loves, Moo found one that resembled her ex (ie. ugly fuck) and Crys found one that resembled the fat angmoh she wld be marrying years down the road (ie. he's actually an assistant of Pug Jelly)

The whole time they went to watch Pug Jelly, I was just sitting alone, was nice to be alone for awhile. Had some thoughts, even though the music and lights came on, it's just not fun without you.

PS: Moo looked really glam tonight.
PPS: Glammer than me.
PPPS: Moo & Crys found their loves. ME TOO! HAHAHA GWEN.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 12:05 AM

{xoxo}

2.18.2005

Anyone here is a fan of the 9pm drama on Ch 8?

I feel for Jacelyn Tay's character, ugly and defeated, the ugly duckling with a kind heart has been through 38 failed blind dates and just fell madly in love with the most recent one. She's at her lowest point and she begins to really lose hope in herself and starts worrying frantically about being single for life.

So many things are happening to me, and I'm feeling almost as low as her, but don't worry my readers. You guys won't have to worry for me cause you'll never know.

Cause I'll never tell.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 11:16 PM

{xoxo}

Was rushing Journals late into the night, and rushed some more journals today, and developed all the photos. Very relieved to say that I handed in everything at about 4.25pm, just before the 5pm deadline.

Found out from Moo that Ng Kwee Hoon had the audacity to flash MY photographs during their photography tutorial today, and it wasn't the proper shots that I took, they were some candid shots taken with Leonard and Jarrett. She even asked if I was gay, now that made me really angry.

Firstly, how dare she show MY photos without asking for my permission. Secondly, they weren't even photos to be shown, she had no reason to show them at all! Those photos were not related to her teachings (if there were any to begin with) so I don't see why she should have even shown them. Thirdly, she dared to question my sexuality based on those photos and even insinuated that I was gay, and asked my friends about it.

I will speak to Mr Wong on Mon and see that justice is done. By that, I mean a public apology.

Great, have to apologise to one lecturer and now another one has to apologise to me. The cycle of life.

Looking forward to the weekend ahead, am gonna watch the TVB Drama DVDs that I rented yesterday and go for SA's funfair AND SHOP. I have not shopped in a looooong time (1 week)

Hope to meet up with Meimei this weekend too. Will be heading down to SA tmrw morning for the funfair with Andrea & Xinyi possibly. I still owe Andrea her present, I have a few stuff in mind, not too sure what to get her. Haha she's a hot babe now, have to choose carefully.

Plastics* made me really upset today by suggesting that they were not important and that I was a lousy friend. That is so untrue, I regard Plastics as a part of me already. I love them and without them, life in school would be a dreary battle against the dumb ones ALONE. Sigh it's so upsetting that they can't see how much I care for them, just because I have other issues at hand. Whether or not they really mean it, I guess they must feel something. Maybe it's something really small, but I just wanna let the Plastics know I Love You guys and you're very very very important to me! :D

I met the love of my life** today. Love of my life kept smiling at me. I suspect it's cause of how I looked today, even my neighbour stopped to take a second look. I was terribly UN-colour coordinated. Terrible. Anyhow, I left a note with Love of my life. I hope Love of my life takes it seriously and drop me a msg real sooon.

The other 2 loves of my life*** have been widely discussed amongst the Plastics lately. Both of them seem to be treating me really badly, but why do I keep allowing myself to be treated like that? I don't know if you guys know what I mean, but i'm at the stage whereby I know things will never work out but I'm just happy to even be of use to them? It sounds absurd but just an acknowledgement from them could really really make my day. Today, I kept looking, hoping to get some sort of an acknowledgement or recognition, maybe even a little gratitude and guilt, but no, nothing was received in return. It was very very disappointing. A smile was not reciprocated with another, shocking and even more disappointing.

I know I bring it upon myself, but I can't help it. I just can't say no everytime the 2 loves of my life comes knocking at my door, because for me, that little glimmer of hope, that little bit of contact, is what's keeping me alive.

I don't know how long this will go on, but there has been enough drama in my life already, I really wish things would stop soon and maybe, just maybe, I could finally have my shot at happiness.


*- A group of people that make me smile and are always there for me. I love this important group of people! Peng Moo Crys.
**- A certain someone who kept smiling and looking my way today.
***- An exclusive term given to people whom I will always have a soft spot for, and somehow get exploited and hurt time and time again.

No names shall be mentioned.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 6:50 PM

{xoxo}

2.17.2005

Loneliness knows me by name.

Disappointment's my middle name.


Today was Openhouse, some course manager of Accounting & Finance got pissed off by me and Brendan Wong wants me to apologise to him. Sigh, things you have to do just cause you're at the bottom of the food chain. I will apologise, for Mr Wong's sake, not cause I'm at fault.

Today was a day of disappointment. Shall not elaborate but it's painful. Was telling Peng, first Shitface now this. Why do I have such tough luck? It's true, as compared to Peng, Moo & Crys, my luck really really stinks.

Ah whatever.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 7:25 PM

{xoxo}

2.16.2005

Valentine's Day was spent sitting around school, observing eye candy and just chatting with Plastics. For the first time ever, I did not give a single present on V Day, and that made this the first V Day I had money to spare. Peng was sweet enough to buy everyone flowers. We cabbed to Max Brenner's after Moo's tutorial, and I must say the stuff there is rather splendid. Perfect for a date.

Saw many couples and almost every one had a bouquet of flowers.

Was terribly sick today, had fever, food poisoning, flu, cough and sore throat, but still braved the odds and went to school, followed Peng for her manicure after that and we went to meet Amran and Clara in town. Had dinner at NYDC and it was there where i got quite pissed.

I won't go into details here but I felt terribly misjudged. I guess, sometimes things I say get misinterpreted and no matter what, people seem to have this pre-judgement of me and it's just damn hard to prove them wrong. I'm getting quite sick of people treating me like I'm some diva, as though it is really hard to get along with me. Especially Peng, your words show your impression of me, I'm not gonna say i'm pissed or upset. I admit my faults but at the end of the day, I think i have redeeming factors too. Don't we all? Like i said, I didn't put a gun at your head and forced you to be my friend, if you're so unhappy and have so many complaints, by all means- leave, walk out.

It's not my loss.

It's not my loss if you fail to look beyond my faults and realise that I have qualities that make me nicer than most people. To all those out there whom I have pissed or upset, think about it, if you feel I suck that much, and I don't have any redeeming qualities, by all means- leave.

By the way, I've come to realise that your average person cannot handle the types of conversations Plastics have. It's hilarious observing people's reactions though.



**i guess i'll never be truly over you. it's irritating how much i love you & hate you. i wish you knew. how much i love you. argh. why must i subject myself to all these? why can't i escape from ur palm? why should i be manipulated by your every move?**

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 1:26 AM

{xoxo}

2.13.2005

Started rushing Media Management Principles Individual on Thurs, at a little past 11pm, and surprisingly managed to hit the word limit of 1500, was pleasantly surprised.

Been helping my Godma out the past 2 days, she was holding some CNY parties, was very hard work, felt worst than a maid. Julian came along on Fri, and I'm really grateful for the extra pair of hands. Thanks bro.

Been thinking about how I'm always Mr Nice Guy (no disputes there) and it's so pointless cause at the end of the day, nobody remembers you. I hate being like that, hate putting myself out there, and end up getting trampled on. I have so many dreams and visions I want to achieve, how come I don't seem to be getting anywhere?

Thank goodness Journals aren't due tomorrow so I can have a proper rest, am nursing a serious bout of flu, with cough and sore throat. Been going on for 2 weeks now, very very uncomfortable. Hopefully, I recover soon, been MIA for 2 weeks already, bet the tutors miss me.

Psychology is at the back of my head as I'm typing this, haven't attended a single lecture, or done a single quiz. It'll be a miracle they don't de-bar me. Hopefully, I can ace the exams. And the group project. All right, the group project involves working with a GROUP of people. Those people. Ok, looks like some things are just impossible.

V Day is tomorrow, was supposed to skip school and go celebrate with Moo & Crys, there were plans to go Max Brenners and all, but apparently Peng can't afford to skip anymore Journalism classes. Dammit. Not like there's an exam for it anyway! Anyhow, I'm definitely gonna wake up early to watch the LIVE telecast of 47th Annual Grammy Awards. That's not gonna change.

Had supper last night at Chinatown, my aunt's coffeeshop. Thomas Ong was at the next table with his Ah Lian girlfriend, smoking and eating. Tsktsk. He's still really handsome, excellent for someone his age, not a single wrinkle. Man, how do some people do it? Made me feel worst, cause it confirmed my suspicions that I am just far too ugly for TV. Turns out he's a regular at my auntie's coffeeshop and he knows her!! Hoho that guy used to date Sharon Au, before she got way too famous, he should have stuck on to her, instead of this Ah Lian. The most eligible bachelor of local TV at one point, and now, T-shirt+bermudas Ah beng, such a pity! Can't wait for his new drama with Fann Wong and Qi Yu Wu though.

Dad drove past Backstage and Maxwell, saw ALOT of hot gay guys. Parents kept going on about how abnormal homosexuality was. I just kept quiet, I really hate how my parents are so judgamental, like slamming my cousin's gf just cause she has tattoos! I mean, seriously, don't judge a book by its cover! Sigh, I guess that's just how the world works huh. You can't stop people from judging.

All right, there's church tonight and have to buy a sunflower for my brother cause tmr's V day and his gf loves sunflowers. Here's wishing all a great Sunday and a better week ahead! Spread the love cause it's V Day!

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 2:27 PM

{xoxo}

2.09.2005

Happy Lunar New Year everybody!

I just saw My Best Friend's Wedding, it's so nice, I love the songs they sing in the movie, and it was a sad show! I teared at a few parts, it really reminded me of Ling. Ah where's that stupid woman? Miss her so much, think I'll be a wreck during the weeks leading up to her wedding (IF it ever happens).

But yeah, that girl's been such an important part of my life, the past 6 years, I couldn't do without her. I mean, sure we hardly meet up (it's her fault), we don't even talk on the phone anymore (we used to do it 24/7) but we both know that deep inside, there's something we share. There's that bond, the memories, the tears, the laughter, the pain, the love, all these would go down into our memories forever. And, that's something nobody can ever take away.

We don't have to talk much cause we know what each other's thinking, we tease each other but really, she's the most perfect girl I've ever known. No other person I've ever known can ever measure up to her.

Ling, you're my bestest friend/girlfriend/lover/buddy/soulmate, thank you for everything. You know I'll always be at this end of the line, at this part of the world, for you.

I lubchew.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 3:13 AM

{xoxo}

2.08.2005

I am incredibly pissed. I want a polo tee really badly, and stupid Zara only had 1 piece left. It was M, i need L! How can they not keep stock? Argh.

Now, I have nothing nice to wear on Day 2 of CNY. And I have phototaking on that day, at my Godma's place. I'm so angry, fuming in front of my iBook now.

I hate my wardrobe.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 4:47 PM

{xoxo}

2.06.2005

Just got back, finally bought a pair of black jeans from FCUK and a belt from Topman. Bought more DVDs, Love Actually and Titanic!

Had Sakae for lunch, I think the service level at Sakae is really low, we had to wait DAMN long for our food. Ridiculous! Godma called me just now, she needs my help for some upcoming CNY parties. Hmmm I need to get another guy to help me, manual labour!!

School tomorrow, haven't decided if I'm going to skip the makeup PerCom lecture at 6pm. Got to hand up my photography assignments and submit my MC.

I saw Carrie Chong today with her boyfriend, she's soooo pretty! I realised I'm quite a fan of Carrie, and not so into Jamie Yeo anymore. I saw Huang Yi Da too! Haha he is really fair and scrawny.

Ah Morr forced me to go to Far East with her today, I swear, after scouring all the shops, and squeezing with the JapKawaii/Ahbengs&lians/poseurs/mattrockers, I'm even more convinced that I will never purchase anything from that place. Praise the Lords for proper shopping malls.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 7:04 PM

{xoxo}

2.05.2005

Oh i met an old friend today and we chatted a little, here's how our conversation went.

Friend: So what do you want to be in future?
Me: Hopefully a DJ or i'll go into events management.
Friend: Yeah, I think you sound like a DJ.
Me: Really? Thanks.
Friend: You look like one too!
Me: Thanks, DJs are supposed to be ugly.
Friend: Nono, not anymore! They have to step out of studio these days! So they look alrite!

And that made me really happy.

Yesterday I took a cab, and the driver asked if I wanted to be a DJ, he said "But DJs are so ugly, the goodlooking ones are asked to do TV so I'm sure next time when you join, they will let you do TV."

HAHAHAHA. Such a lovely uncle. Lying to his customers to make their day.

There was an amazing amount of goodlookers in town today.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 10:59 PM

{xoxo}

I combed the entire Orchard Rd a few times today but to no avail, couldn't find any nice pants!! I'm so disappointed, think I might just get a pair of jeans instead. Sigh, was looking forward to having a new look with pants and all but I can't seem to find a nice pair that fits.

Anyhow, was very very tempted to buy more NUM Tees. For the slow ones, NUM is New Urban Male ie. the coolest shop ever for Males.

Saw alot of nice tops but no nice bottoms! And my priority is BOTTOMS!! I've decided, I shall just settle for another pair of jeans and a nice belt!

Bought 2 DVDs today, City Of Angels and My Best Friend's Wedding! Might go back again to buy Love Actually and some others.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 10:45 PM

{xoxo}

So, Julian happily cancels on me again. Despite arranging this last weekend. Oh, he also mentioned that i'm damn unreasonable for not understanding his plight. The way I see it, he can always come out without having to spend money, it's simply because he takes me for granted.

Whatever.

While I was fretting over who to ask out tomorrow, the thought of asking her out crossed my mind. In the past, I used to hang out with her during the weekends. These days, seems like I have problems asking people out. Was looking through old photos this afternoon, and I was telling Peng, I guess i'll never truly be over her. Sigh. It's complicating.

Guess you'll never know what an impact you left on me.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 1:12 AM

{xoxo}

2.03.2005

I got a 2 days MC from my doctor, wonderful. I shall stay at home this 2 days and I do not have to hand in my Photography assignment tomorrow. Yippie! Heard that I got B for Photography which is very surprising, cause most people did quite badly. I didn't expect my photo to get B, i thought everyone else's was nicer. Hmmm it's nice to know that though, made me happy for awhile.

I borrowed this TVB Drama Serial about Beach Volleyball, total of 15 episodes.

Am downloading Desperate Housewives now. Whee, life is good.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 7:38 PM

{xoxo}

"I'm a diamond, I shine and I'm a girl's best friend."

Isn't that true? I thought up of it while walking down Orchard Rd earlier this afternoon, I think it's so true, especially the part about being a girl's best friend. Haha pigged out at Crystal Jade today, spent 30 bucks there!! Shopped around town, was quite satisfactory, narrowed down my pants search to 2 pair of pants. Will probably buy everything this weekend, together with my belt. Wanted to buy DVDs also, but I couldn't decide which one I wanted to buy first. There are so many DVDs that I want, Before Sunset, Shutter, 50 First Dates, Coyote Ugly, Crazy/Beautiful, Mean Girls etc. I know The Notebook is coming up really soon, by end of this month, haha I should start saving up for my DVD collection.

Oh new wardrobe, curtains and cushion for my room is finally here! It's slowly getting to place. I blew up some photos already, going to pick them up tomorrow and then hang them at my "Cosy Corner". Good good, room is going according to plan.

Took pictures at Esplanade, it's so beautiful at night, splendid lover's haunt, headed to Marina Mandarin for buffet dinner, thanks to Dyan's friend, the 4 of us only had to pay 50 bucks for dinner!! How cheap is that? I had my Martini too. Yay!!

I spent quite a bit on food today, better save up for my clothes and DVDs this weekend! Julian that bugger changed his hp again, quite tempted to change mine too but I don't have any phones I particularly want.

PS: I really want the Before Sunset DVD, but it's 50 bucks!

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 2:42 AM

{xoxo}

2.01.2005

It's the 1st of Feb today, a month has passed already. 12 more times and another year would be down. Hmmm, how's 2005 been so far? Any changes? Have I taken any steps to get myself closer to my dreams? Have I been keeping to my New Year Resolutions?

I guess only I would know.

Formal wear in a couple of hours. Bahh.

signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 11:49 AM

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School was ok today, miraculously survived the first day of school, without much trouble may i add. Perhaps it was the lure of Johnny Depp in Finding Neverland that got me going, finally saw it with Crys & Nat after sch, was a beautiful show! Both leads (Johnny Depp & Kate Winslet) were gorgeous and the movie had scenic views. Felt like I was transformed back into time for that 2 hours, great experience!

Spoke to Moo & Crys about some stuff today. Guess they can understand what I mean.

Met April briefly in school too, that mad woman is getting engaged!! WTH. And an engagement doesn't even mean anything to her, april, if u're reading this, please think twice!! An engagement IS a big thing!

Dreading tomorrow, we gotta wear formal! With blazer and all. Oh boy. Gonna look BAD.

Oh yes, Moo Crys Peng & myself also signed up for openhouse duty! Charlene came to approach us, wonder what duties we'll be assigned to, hopefully it turns out fun!


signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 1:38 AM

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