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6.28.2004 BITCH. my mom is a BITCH. A fucking retarded one. and yes, i wld kill her if i could. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 10:06 PM {xoxo} shut up bitch!!!!!!!! i can't stand u............. SHUT UP signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 12:22 AM {xoxo} 6.27.2004 Jet- Look What You've Done Take my photo of the wall if it just won't sing for you, 'Cos all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to prove, Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone, Oh well, it seemed like such fun until you lose what you had won. Ooh oo, Give me back my point of view 'cos I just can't think for you, I can hardly hear you say, what should I do? Well you choose. Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone, Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won, Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone A fool of everyone, A fool of everyone. Take my photo of the wall if it just won't sing for you, 'Cos all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do. Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone, Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won, Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone A fool of everyone, A fool of everyone. tis song is damnnnn nice can! super sad. may ling insists i'm having PMS. haha she said it's scientifically proven tat guys can haf PMS too. cos it's a hormonal thing! sigh stiu not in a v gd mood. sorry guys. i just wish tat someone could look at me and say hey its ok. cos u haf me. sighhhhhhh signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 4:28 PM {xoxo} haben updated in a wk? well, sch has officially started. hmmm was ok and it's getting better. beginning to like my class. but somehow, something is still lacking. still sorely miss SABA and SA. was in a horrible mood last night. i dno why. thanks to a few ppl. whom i shall not name. but anyhow, yup. felt down. and seriously irritable. dun even ask me why, i guess. cos i dun reallie noe myself. just feel weird?! as i was telling drew n morr, i can't seem to find my selling point. noe wat i mean? argh. forget it. i just feel disgusted at some stuff. is tis growing up? oh no. here we go again. alot of things just surprise me. but i'm supposed to feel liek "oh tis is the norm." but i just can't do it. oh no. wat am i even talking about? whatever. and yup, i haf countles conflicts with myself. i'm sooo not at peace with myself now. wth. it's gonna be a long year ahead. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 1:38 PM {xoxo} 6.21.2004 since kel and morr haf put up tributes to SABA, i shall follow suit: an example of drew's taste.... in men: _±»sĕto«±__ keira is typical beauty _±»sĕto«±__ nice features and all _±»sĕto«±__ with julia _±»sĕto«±__ it jus comes frm within _±»sĕto«±__ beauty frm within _±»sĕto«±__ the way she speaks _±»sĕto«±__ she laughs _±»sĕto«±__ she smiles Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: .. alright then jon _±»sĕto«±__ she's gorgeous Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: i'll let you have your fun Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: if you'll let me have mind Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: mine* Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: so Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: keira knightly is pretty yes? and so if julia roberts. okay. Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: ;]o Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: okay §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - Dong!!!!!!!! says: so bitchy! §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - Dong!!!!!!!! says: hahhahzx §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - Dong!!!!!!!! says: mark lee better actor §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - Dong!!!!!!!! says: his the best! §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - Dong!!!!!!!! says: undisputed champion yup whatever, drew! ______________________________________________________________________________________ and, a moment of truth! _±»sĕto«±__ i'm blooody thrifty lar _±»sĕto«±__ i onli eat white bread everidae _±»sĕto«±__ noe wat i mean? _±»sĕto«±__ u can tell frm my size ma _±»sĕto«±__ and i dun buy clothes _±»sĕto«±__ i dun go out _±»sĕto«±__ i am a recluse _±»sĕto«±__ a loner. _±»sĕto«±__ yuppppp Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: o yes that is true Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: nono not hte recluse bit Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: the fact that yes your'e slim Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: yes i can so tell §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - truly madly deeply says: his the slim shady _______________________________________________________________________________________ ah morr- the bimbo who's been in disguise all tis while! [n]ew[fa]n[gl]ed[s][pin] says: okay can you PLEASE remind me to bring my pimplecream and toothbrush and toothpaste tmr cos i will SO forget [n]ew[fa]n[gl]ed[s][pin] says: hang onnn guys i'll go wash up now so i won't forget to bring my stuff _±»sĕto«±__ and are u a bimbo? _±»sĕto«±__ wash up NOW cos u're afraid u will forget to pack dem later _±»sĕto«±__ tat's dumb. _±»sĕto«±__ u shud buy a new set of toiletries Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: and you say you're not a spendthrift Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: so anyways morr. go washup [n]ew[fa]n[gl]ed[s][pin] says: okay BACK [n]ew[fa]n[gl]ed[s][pin] says: you know what i just realised i have to brush my teeth tmr anyway wat can i say??? ________________________________________________________________________________________ ah morr and her other unfounded worry: [n]ew[fa]n[gl]ed[s][pin] says: yeah! eh i'm scared what if the room is haunted Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: make sure hno one rapes you Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: i'll kill them la Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: if any horny guy comes in Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: like just kick his damn balls Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: no seriously Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: dick it Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: DICK IT Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: hah Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: i meant kick it _±»sĕto«±__ twist it! _±»sĕto«±__ hold it in ur hands and twist it Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: and like elbow him in the eye Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: break his neck §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - truly madly deeply says: tear it §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - truly madly deeply says: smash it §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - truly madly deeply says: ripped it _±»sĕto«±__ slam it _±»sĕto«±__ acty bite it! §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - truly madly deeply says: wat ever you do... §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - truly madly deeply says: dont fuck it... sigh, drew drew drew. ________________________________________________________________________________________ Jed the sex maniac, as usual, really. `j ed water-polo ! ; hip h o p don't s t o p says: AH MORR U CUT UR HAIR ?! `j ed water-polo ! ; hip h o p don't s t o p says: NOW UR NOT HOT ANYMORE. UR HOT IN LONG HAIR. another example, `j ed water-polo ! ; hip h o p don't s t o p says: she's gonna be a nun? i'll make sure that doesn't happen. Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: JED Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: GO AWAY [n]ew[fa]n[gl]ed[s][pin] says: PLEASE PLEASE WHERE IS THE NEAREST CONVENT [n]ew[fa]n[gl]ed[s][pin] says: inthenameofthefathersonholyspiritAMEN Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: go help her Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: like kick jed i the balls Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: drew you take... uh his hair [n]ew[fa]n[gl]ed[s][pin] says: gimme my rosary! Kel [x! heeheehahahoho. :] Rapture: SAJC dance concert. 16 July, Kallang Theatre, 7.30 pm :] $10 per ticket. spreadthenewsthanks! says: i'll uh. i'll run w morr. :] `j ed water-polo ! ; hip h o p don't s t o p says: ah morr, follow me. `j ed water-polo ! ; hip h o p don't s t o p says: into the confession room ! to do what, i wonder? _______________________________________________________________________________________ ok i luffed liek mad while editing tat whole chunk. read it if u haf the patience. it's friggin funny. a whole chunk abt religion follows but hey, u can read bout tat in their blogs. Anw, sch started today. Somehow, i find it very OC-ish. Haha i duno, everything's still pretty cool at the moment. Lecture was interesting. I liek this subject. Not so sure abt the others. Haha can spot some potential cat fights. Hmm it's gonna be a long year... signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 11:53 PM {xoxo} Ok fellas. Woke up with a heavy heart. Or is it, head? Oh nvm, in 2 hrs, my first lecture would have started. Yup, it's finally here. The moment of truth. Sigh. I'm gonna miss you guys. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 10:56 AM {xoxo} 6.19.2004 Just finished watching the entire season of The OC. Feel liek a rotten piece of shit now(yes, it's tat bad). It's soooooo sad!!! sighh i love The OC. haf not been so mad over a show before. Thank god for KaZaa. The ending is sooo sad. Sigh poor ryan and marissa. But i think it's so good precisely because the ending is so sad. Talking to emelia. That woman is making me feel worst then i already am about sch. I really don't wanna go. Sigh cos once it starts, it starts. It's gdbye to the rest and tat sucks. Grr i dun wanna do anithing now. Jus wan time to stop. And i'm awfully bored. Mom found it weird that i'm home on a Saturday. Mom: Why are u at home? Me: oh i dno, really. feeling v bored though. Mom: Help me clean the windows? Me: I'll pass. Mom: Den catch a movie with me! Me: It's really ok, mom. *after 2hrs* Mom: Go out, jon. Sch is starting soon. Son: Don't remind me. Mom: Where are all your friends? Son: Mugging for common test. Mom: Oh yah, ALL your friends are in JC right. Son: ..... Ouchhhhhhh. Someone save me from the nothing i've become. BORING. DEPRESSING. i dunno why i'm feeling liddat. Must be The OC. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 3:29 PM {xoxo} §|¦|ChEè*fèNg|¦|§ - Dong!!!!!!!! says: well a dick is someone who fuck ard(not literally) but stays with you through think and thin(not literally again) whatever drew, really. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 12:29 AM {xoxo} 6.18.2004 hey all. woke up at 9.30 today!!! hahaaha i jus knew i would be late. i msged drew at 3.30am. told him i was goin to sleep. haf a feelin i couldn't wake up. and tat moron got so uptight. cos he insists 2 girls and 1 guy will make him a bad boy. WTH u loser. anw, he RANG N RANG N RANG. bloody shit. no choice but to answer his call. so i dressed in a record 15mins. damn proud of myself!!! :D:D:D and erm took a cab down? bloody bukit gombak. wth man. 15 dollars!! oh nvm. anw, morr was late(wat else is new?) and we all went fer bfast at macs. STUPID DREW! I COULD HAF TAKEN MY OWN SWEET TIME DOWN ON A TRAIN WHILE U GUYS HAF UR BFAST WAT. and yes the stupid macs lady is a moron. i nearly jumped over the counter and gif her 2 tight slaps. had it not been fer the fact tat i was hungry. soo irritating! n goofed arnd as usual, went over to drew's place. Ooh-ed and Ahh-ed over his baby pictures and yrbks and MTVs. haha his house is soooooo damn comfy! seriously man he has everithing in his room. no need to step out at all. the following is dedicated to SABA: guys frm the first day i stepped into SAJC, i was pretty freaked out by the new journey i was going to embark on. new faces. hardly ani familiar ones. got into OGs. met deon. felt a lil relieved but stiu worried. after all, i hadn't spoken to him in years?! wasn't fantastic but after awhile, fell in love with my OG! formed original six with deon ade andrea xinyi and joyce. had great great fun reallie. hanging out at pastamania@harbourfront and PS. yup was feeling ridiculously down when i found out abt my posting to 04a31. firstly, i had already gotten into trouble with ms k. and den got into the same class as horseface(later known as desmond). was super sian. felt damn intimidated by dell and kelly. dun ask me why. realli dreaded the first day i stepped into 04a31. things felt weird. i nvr tot i would get used to dem. i mean, i knew NOBODY. drew and i got caught by ms k fer my hair. as the days went by, i slowly found myself growing more n more attached to 04a31. soon, our fave pasttime included sitting in the cafe and bitching abt everione. and everithing. got into LOTS of trouble with ms k but tis fellas stood by me. class oso got into countless trouble, mostly cos of me. all the memories. everi break. everi PE(with hamdi!) every joke. tho it usually revolves arnd the same old situation, characters and lines! why am i talking abt all these? bcos tat was an amazing part of my life and i wanna close tat chapter before i move on to the next one- poly. Yes, i'm afraid. I'm disgusted. I'm disheartened. I'm disillusioned. I don't wanna go. I don't wanna move. I wan time to stop. right here. right now. but i noe i can't. cos i'm just a normal human. with emotions. and no powers. i wan u guys to noe how amazing first intake has been. why am i onli feeling so much fer SABA? even tho we've not spent our lifetimes together and we all haf our separate lives outside of SABA, i tink the times we've had together. the jokes we've had. dey haf been amazing. and yes, i prob will nvr ever be able to find the same clique in poly. uni. army or in my workplace. i love u guys so much. and i wan u to noe i will nvr ever forget all tis. yes, i give u my word. :D we will stay as SABA forever. and nth is gonna change tat guys. Drew: hey i'm soo proud of u, really. you seem to have your finger in every pie, from muay thai to council to smoking to drinking to computers to girls. you're such a mr know-it-all, and it's really cool to be ur buddy! i'm gonna say this once, i acty look up to you? haha cause u haf the looks(yalah yalah stop rubbing it in!) and u're such a nice fella. u are sooo gonna get linglingling, hahaha and she's gonna be one hell of a lucky babe to have u. Don't ever lose faith in yourself cos you're good. really. Morr: all the fonecalls and SMSes. thank you. tat's all i hafta say. you cannot possibly imagine how i would be without them. i've become so dependent on you, i can't imagine who i'm gonna haf to complain to when poly starts. u're my aunt aggie, my buddy, my soulmate, my everithing!!! you are sooo hot(quit living in denial sweetie!) and intelligent. you have a great heart too, unliek a certain other hot babe that bears a striking resemblance to Jamie Yeo(wink). One day, you will find your guy. trust me. u deserve soo much betta. so quit feeling sorry for yourself everytime u pick up sth tat has either Mischa Barton or him. really morr. u deserve better. Kel shit: posh spice! i dno why i just said tat but u reallie haf tis aura. u're sooo posh! haha i love u kel! among saba, we prob tok the least. but we haf the most fun teasing each other. u are one hella babe! X is one lucky guy. you know wat honey? i think both of you are gonna get married. pls let me be the event planner. dun feel sad or worry too much bout those matters animore. just take things one at a time. god will bless u cos u're such an angel! :D u are another of those popular ones at sch. you are such a great dancer. you're smart(check out tat huge improvement from PSLE to Os) and you're so honest. haha i love ur honesty bitch! it's all right to feel down from time to time. but dun let it overtake you. promise me tat ok? :D SABA: i'm amazingly proud to haf known you guys! cos i know someday you 3 JC-goers will become somebody. and i will look up at you guys and say "hey i once knew dem." hahaha but on a more serious note, thank you thank you thank you so much. i know wat a pain in the ass i can be. So yeah, THANKS! fer all those consoling, encouragin and reassuring. Don't worry. i will gif poly and myself a chance. and i won't forget u guys. liek drew always says, even if frm now on, we can't meet up as usual as we wld liek, wat matters most is tat we enjoy each other's company!!! i couldn't agree more. i will bring all our jokes and the SABA spirit with me wherever i go. THE BITCH IS YET TO BE!!! :D love u guys... take care and on to the next stage, jon. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 11:12 PM {xoxo} 6.17.2004 the 9pm show is realllie sad! anw jed is not going tmr cos he's allegedly down with a cold. but we all feel he's down with crystal, more liek it. haha okays can't wait fer tmr!!! anw, my mom agreed bout Baker's Inn which means i hafta go fer an interview tmr. all right.. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 9:13 PM {xoxo} wooo~~~ jus bot a new bottle of CK Crave. wahaha shiok. my favourite!!! tmr is gonna be a fun day! SABA meeting. mass mugging at drew's place. yay! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 6:25 PM {xoxo} ok tis is madness. i just woke up!!!!! wat the hell man. slept at 4 last nite. hahaha luffed liek mad. ah morrrr! u're soooo funny lar. OMAR-god. :D okok i tink i need a job. ppl, shud i work n study at de same time? my financial status is bad... signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 2:04 PM {xoxo} 6.16.2004 ok i hate tis feeling. i hate it when ppl tell diff stuff to diff ppl. and backstab. and den come use soft approach on me. esp when it's my grandma. am i too soft? signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 4:26 PM {xoxo} i am sleeeepy! haha was on the fone with SABA till 4.30 last nite? jed conked first followed by drew. den kel. and me! haha morr is the ultimate champion. and she's damn stupid. dno wat prob with her broadband lar. haahha LOUSY! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 2:40 PM {xoxo} hey jus got back frm TP. collected all my stuff already. timetable is damn slack, but stiu not as gd as it shud be. andrea's one is betta. her wed is liek 9-12? wth... signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 12:51 PM {xoxo} 6.14.2004 wthhhhhh sch SUCKED. i zhao during lunch. so now my student matriculation card. timetable. notebk form. student handbk. and every god damn fuck is with my CP?! which stands fer care person. i dunno lar. damn troublesome to take back rite? siannnnnnnnn duno if i shud go tmr. btw, stupid frenster. i try changin the pic. but got some damn prob. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 7:12 PM {xoxo} sigh as i'm packing my bag tonite. i'm gonna bring my SA spirit with me. the extra clothes fer wet activity shall be my SA PE uni. :D i feel liek i'm going to war. good night world. oh ya, write testimonials fer me pls. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 12:48 AM {xoxo} 6.13.2004 after bout 5 hrs of planning, 4 hrs of complaining. i'v decided on my ensemble tmr. hahahaha. polo tee. bday pressie frm gen. hope it brings me luck :D yup. packed stuff. alrite. i'm ready. i guess?! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 11:33 PM {xoxo} OH YAH!!!!!!!! someone mus remind me to bring my 3 striped jacket. my ultimate weapon :D signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 5:18 PM {xoxo} tis is bad!!!!! sch is starting in 15 hrs??? oh no.... i am damn scared now. wat if i realise i dun liek it? wat if i dun do well? wat if my course mates suck? wat if i miss everione? wat if i wanna go to JC? wat if.... wat if.... and i've been choosing wat to wear since lunch. shirt or t shirt. pink or blue. adidas puma or nike? grrrrr everithing is a problem! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 5:15 PM {xoxo} hey jus got up. slept at 4 last nite. realised i was on the fone with ah morr fer bout 5 hrs?! and drew joined in halfway. alritey. damn hungry now. and i can't believe sch starts in less den 18 hrs. tis SUCKS signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 2:26 PM {xoxo} OH i forgot to blog i had salad fer dinner!!! :D i feel light. hahaha having conference with drew n morr now. liek since 12??? hahahaha madness signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 2:40 AM {xoxo} 6.12.2004 and haf i mentioned how much i hate it when my mom breaks her promises? signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 11:00 PM {xoxo} oh ya while drew & shawn was playin pool todae. i suddenli found out i dunno alot of stuff bout SABA!!!!! grrr ah morr i kept ur secret abt C so well. so i haf the right to noe ok! idiotic.... signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 10:27 PM {xoxo} jus got back. bot a pair of shoes today!!! weeeee.. i'm a happy boy. haha i liek tis other pair of adidas shoes too! haha shall save up a lil and buy it. grrrrr came back and mom screamed liek mad. over granny. stupid granny. created such a big mess. OUT OF NOTHING, mind u. grrr sick la! i realllllllie tink i shud learn to save?! hahaha wthhhhh saving and me doesn't go together in the same sentence. ok mebbe sth liek Jon doesn't save! hahaha met grace and co. today. had fish n co. YUMMY!!!!! oh well i love SABA. had such a great day todaY? was damn fun lar. even tho we did nth. oh well has to be the company. :D oh well, come monday. the big test. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 9:49 PM {xoxo} 6.11.2004 Here's another extract frm someone else's blog: "GP. No Casey leong. Everyone cheered when he didnt come in! btw, Casey leong is this really aqua bitchy GP teacher in SA. oh he's a guy." HAHAHAHA so mean! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 2:06 PM {xoxo} WAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA the wonders of the internet. all i did was to type some people's names and afew blogs appeared. so i tried out a certain Kalya** Ka***kan and HAHAHAHAHA tis is wat i found. Kausikan, Kalyani I am (Ms)Kalyani P S Kausikan of the Republic of Singapore, where I am a teacher at St Andrew's Junior College. The College which has a student population of 1800 (ages 16 - 18) offers a 2 year A level education following the syllabus of the Cambridge University Examinations Syndicate. I lecture and tutor English literature as well as a subject known as the General Paper. In fact, I lecture the Shakespeare component of the syllabus. I have a Bachelor of Arts (Hons) in English literature conferred by the National University of Singapore. My academic exercise (dissertation) was on the Detective Novel as Comedy of Manners ( specifically the works of Dorothy L Sayers) I also have a post-graduate Diploma-in-Education conferred by the National Institute of Education, Singapore. I am also a founder member ( and Resident Lighting Designer) of a local professional English langauge theatre company Theatreworks. Some of our productions have toured Japan, Australia and the United Kingdom. Apart from my professional interest as an English literature lecturer in how best to introduce adolescents to Shakespeare and develop their critical faculties with regard to responses to texts, I am also interested in production adaptations of Shakespearean texts particularly in Asian contexts. It is my wish to, someday, see Singaporean adaptations. In fact, one that I feel has relevance to our local context is Othello. HAHAHAHAHAHA and den there's also someone's blog! "Thank God for the people He sent to encourage me during this period of stress.. esp. dawn, canice, smaine, siow, andrea... and even kalyani kausikan! muahaha.. so touched. ms k actually sms-ed me. :P" geeeeeee tis is FUN! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 2:03 PM {xoxo} heyhey! came back in the morn today. was damn tired. and dirty. hate the after feelings of chalets. cos i nvr sleep. so i owaes smell liek. erm. nvm. so fer the past 2 days, i've slept fer liek a total of 7 hours!!! yay! chalet was all right lar. place was huge. wasn't totallie boring. but definitely wasn't the most fun chalet i've ever been to. yup. lazy to blog. was nice tokin to yisi & linli. haha the beach rox too! tho i was damn sleepy at tat time. alritey, hungry now..... signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 1:46 PM {xoxo} 6.10.2004 hohoho~~~ hahaha it's 6am!!!!! wth.... morning madness is ON! cool i tink i've onli heard dem frm the start liek once or twice?! during the Prelims and Os mugging days... haha when i would study in the wee hours of the morning! oh man today is gd. din tink of ani sad tings... HAHAHA signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 5:59 AM {xoxo} i am stiu awake!!! at tis time?! okay holy cow. tis is madness..... hahaha brina is having some problem with the chalet. sighhhhh mite be cancelled. dunno lar..... signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 5:32 AM {xoxo} hey it's late! haha just finished watchin VCD. i rented 2 shows today. now on to the 2nd movie. anw. stayed at home the whole day today. need money to shop badly. turned down mom's money! haha regret it now. later today got chalet. yay! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 4:05 AM {xoxo} 6.09.2004 been sleeping at 5am lately and waking up in the afternoon. damn gD! i jus skip all my meals. haha i feel LIGHT~~~ hmmm once sch starts, no chance to do all tis already. so i betta enjoy my nights now. been raiining non stoP! i need to get my stuff. liek magazines. cos it's WEDNESDAY! and food.... HAHAHAA..... yupppp shall stay at home today. oyes, i'm not getting someone ani bday present. not even gonna wish her. haha or meet her tis hols. sickkkkkkkk n tireD! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 2:27 PM {xoxo} "I Swear" i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky and i swear like the shadow that's by your side i see the questions in your eyes i know what's weighing on your mind you can be sure i know my part 'cause i stand beside you through the years you'll only cry those happy tears and though i make mistakes i'll never break your heart and i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky i'll be there i swear like the shadow that's by your side i'll be there for better or worse till death do us part i'll love you with every beat of my heart and i swear i'll give you every thing i can i'll build your dreams with these two hands we'll hang some memories on the wall and when (and when) just the two of us are there you won't have to ask if i still care 'cause as time changes the page my love won't ever age at all and i swear (i swear) by the moon and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there) i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse till death do us part i'll love you with every single beat of my heart and i swear and i swear (i swear) by the moon and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there) i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse (better or worse) till death do us part i'll love you with every single beat of my heart i swear i swear i swear ok tonite is a real depressing one. had grandma's bday dinner tonite. everione was attached. felt bad enuff already. den cousin told me she jus broke up. haiii been talkin to her ever since. er mei too. and now i feel depressed. haiii. i dno. i mean lately i've been sad. but it's diff. tonite is real bad. one of the worst. liek the old days. hmm wassup with me? i dno. i guess talkin to dem has got to me. sigh. i dun even feel liek updatin bout my day. yup. i'm not bein ridiculous. pls dun luff at me. or write me off as another one of those teenyboppers pining fer love. cos i'm diff. sth in me is diff. i dno wat. but tonite. is one of those nights...... signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 1:42 AM {xoxo} 6.08.2004 whoa it's damn late. okok quick update. worked at emily's folks' restaurant today, at east coast. was damn tiring and super dirty after tat. yup, i felt liek a prostitute. dirtier den tat in fact. it's damn gross lar. cleaning up and all. eww. i hate restaurants. anw, i'm damn sure of moi career. i wanna be an events planner. i realised tat i enjoy running the show and i get a rush out of solving all sorts of last minute problems. and trust me, there can be plenty. even when it comes to a restaurant. all sorts of stuff can happen. it's a challenge lar. anw, i shud haf taken hospitality. ouch! will be going chalet on thurs. so i can't work liao. sighhhh. btw, i miss the Nokia team! and i was thinking. why am i so emotional? i mean, i get attached to pple real easily. sighhhhh it's damn hard to detach myself when the time comes. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 4:23 AM {xoxo} 6.07.2004 btw, not all malays liek hanging out at the voiddecks! and moi boss is super cool. he's liek in 3 bands? and he's performing in the upcoming Music Fest. we're definitely going down..... signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 2:00 PM {xoxo} yooo hoo! just got up. wth. 12 hrs of sleep. haha damn shiok. can't blame me. haben been sleeping well since i started work. liek 3 mths ago? yup sad case. but true. sigh i miss doin the event! miss everione... was tokin to clara bout it jus now. haha reallie tink it's cos we had such a great leader. yup but we enjoyed ourselves thoroughly lar. and i'm determined to bcome an events planner in future! yay! :D and i had a chio colleague tis time. looks liek Jasmine Trias. Bloody hot. haha. vv sweet n nice too lar. later gotta go meet bon n grace liao. helpin out at em's mom's restaurant tonite and thur's nite?! ok dokies..... oya was readin drew's frenster, aH morr said he has excellent fashion sense. ME TOO!!!! i dun care arh. hahaha. stupid ah morr. speaking of which, ah morr finds tis story real funny. ok here goes. moi cousin was on the train one day and he felt damn bo liao. so he decided to take a picture of the train and send it via bluetooth to ppl on the train lar! turns out his bluetooth detected quite a few ppl on the train. so he sent randomly to one. den woooo hoo! suddenli u could see an ah beng shifting in his seat, looking arnd suspiciously! it was DAMN FARNIE LAR. sigh ah bengs... hahaha signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 1:52 PM {xoxo} hey i'm soooooooooo tired! the ngage event has finally come to an end. and tho it's damn tiring. i reallllllli enjoyed myself. was nice to see familiar faces and haha jus kid arnd with contestants. had fun with my loudhailer. and just see happie faces lar! plus the games and all were real fun! had a damn nice boss. nice colleagues. erm. almost all. HAHA. some singaporeans r sooooo embarrasing! tis grp of aunties registered fer the game even tho dey knew nth bout it! their sole purpose was to get the free bag we gave to all participants. she asked fer extra. we aledi gave ALOT! but she stiu wan MORE MORE MORE. so we fed up, nvr gif her. den she pulled 2 girls off the street to jus sign up and gif her the bags. WTF. she's damn selfish, she din even explain to dem wat's happening. the lucky ting was, the 2 girls are sotong and jasminE!!! hahahaha luckily i knew dem lar. we were luffing liek mad. den she v paiseh. stupid. of all ppl, picked my frens. den today came back. BEG fer bag. madness lar seriously. it's jus a BAG. den insulted my boss cos he malay. sae he v stingy. wtf lar. tis is the funny part. she wanted freebies rite? so she n her aunty fren played tis laser mania game FER KIDS. dey were liek morons acting liek small children, makin a fool of demselves. JUST TO GET THE FREE UMBRELLA. moi pt is, why r dey so thickskinned? reallie lar. dun dey c it? the whole world is luffin at dem. and the prizes r nth wat. no big deal. why degrade urself? i reallie pity dem lar. den i heard dere r ppl liek dem, diff families who jus go arnd fer such freebies and den sell dem. dey dun work. amazing rite? how ppl can survive on such stuff, den i had tis contestant who has an Ngage clan, dey meet wkly fer the past yr jus to play Ngage everi wk, haha damn interesting. but their dedication n hard work reallie paid off lar. well deserved! moi bro oso took part but got into top 4 den din win. vvv unlucky. it's oK!!! hmm moi boss is damn nice lar. den he tokin to us. he's malay. been with his chinese gf fer 11 years can? since 16 yrs old. he's aledi 27 but he sae most prob cannot get married cos his gf's mom HATES him. and i tink it's sad lar. cos why mus we be so superficial? jus cos he's malay. no big deal wat. sigh but i noe, i'm guilty of bein so superficial n racist too. sigh mus change lar. haiiiii felt sad fer him! i mean 11 years???? wthhhhhhhh tat's damn long lar..... all de best dude! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 12:02 AM {xoxo} 6.04.2004 haf i mentioned i saw harry potter on wed already? i did rite. haha. ok cos jm is tellin me bout it now. and i jus wondered. did i blog bout it yet? went bugis with amanda today. met jm n mel A FEW TIMES. qing and ping too! took loads of pictures. and tat woman just keeps screwin up the machines! haha. bot shirt, bag and badges! would haf gone on if not fer the fact my ATM card died on me. haha dno why. mus go bank check. yup! shiok day lar. tis wkend gotta do the Ngage event. lookin forward to it. later mus look thru the Ngage stuff again or else tmr blur and i'll be screwed! yup. had along talk with manda today. hmmm let's just sae i've reallie straightened out my tots? yup i'm fine now, and yeah i dun liek ANYONE at all now. and i mean it. :) had a long chat at the pool. thanks manda and hope i helped somehow lar. sang alot oso. siao liao lar. oh yah class chalet mus go the water theme park tingy. ohhhhh i needa noe the market rate fer poly allowance. anione hu noes mus tag me can? yup thanks!!! :D signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 9:02 PM {xoxo} hey ignore the previous post! i'm ok. haha. watched AI encore telecast last night. damn nice. just downloaded I Believe by the 2 girls. hmmm diff feelings. diana's one is more mainstream. easy on the ears. fantasia's one is more intense? u can feel her cries, her struggles and all. mebbe cos we noe she's a single mom? hahaha tt's gd singing. connecting with the audience. but i stiu liek diana! i felt so sad fer her lar. anw, there's tis water theme park tingy at downtown east? opens tmr..... cOOL! wan to go. i tink we can go during class chalet next wk. oh btw, i shud be quitting real soon. most prob Monday lar. hahaha acty today is last day. but i din go. hmmm cos moi boss sae i wun get the bonus lar. some stupid shit. wateva. damn tired. and bored. tmr is the Ngage event. looking forward to it!!! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 9:45 AM {xoxo} 6.03.2004 hmmm read ling's ahem's blog. feel weird. and no, i'm NOT jealous. just feel alone? haha i dno lar. dun feel liek talking at all now. yup. erm. morr mite be true. but hey mebbe i liek someone too? haha wat am i talking abt? wth. i wanna go out tmr nite. any takers? *hate acting liek a loner* yup. sad day no. 2 signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 11:23 PM {xoxo} Hanson - I Will Come To You When you have no light to guide you And no one to walk to walk beside you I will come to you Oh I will come to you When the night is dark and stormy You won't have to reach out for me I will come to you Oh I will come to you Sometimes when all your dreams may have seen better days And you don't know how or why, but you've lost your way Have no fear when your tears are fallin' I will hear your spirit callin' And I swear I'll be there come what may [Repeat Chorus] 'Cause even if we can't be together We'll be friends now and forever And I swear that I'll be there come what may When the night is dark and stormy You won't have to reach out for me I will come to you Oh I will come to you We all need somebody we can turn to Someone who'll always understand So if you feel that your soul is dyin' And you need the strength to keep tryin' I'll reach out and take your hand [Repeat Chorus] haha vvv old song. suddenli listened to it. yup. saw harry potter just now. was gd. my fave of the 3. best i feel. least kids' liek. haha. ron is super ffarnie. acty tis show was real farnie. yup. not in a best mood tonite. had a chat with YS. haha. typical guys tok. we r bloody bachelors. when will the seats be occupied? haha. nvm nvm. yup. loneliness. HAHA btw i am real broke. HELP. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 12:18 AM {xoxo} 6.02.2004 just got back awhile ago. met up with 4j peeps today. sooooo fuN! luffed liek mad lar. hmm everione's stiu pretty much the same. and yes jM, u look betta lar. SO? hahahaha. had to rush off fer Ngage briefing at 5.30. sorrie guys, i onli finished the meeting at 9? so yup couldn't join dem fer the show. soooo sorrie! i was damn tired n hungry. had my first meal of de day at liek 10? wah lau eh... n some bugger had to irritate me. can't imagine tis wkend how. gotta work w him?! grrr. anw, ppl listen up: Date: Sat 5/6 and Sun 6/6 Time: from 1030 Event: Ngage QC launch Venue: Ngee Ann City Prize: $2500 cash + 2 Ngage QCs + 4 Game Cards yuppppppp tis wkend is the Ngage QC launch at ngee ann city. there's 4 games to compete in. be the champion and u win the prizes. it's not hard reallie. esp fer the Tiger Woods game cos vvv few participants. so yup, pls pls go take part. if u're arnd the area lar. besides, i'm one of the 4 impt games masters! hAHAHAHAHA. had KFC fer dinner. damn full lar. ate one buddy meal by myself?! hahahaha. and some ass beside us bot Ngage. so we were foolin arnd with our Ngage QC. btw, tt's the updated Ngage. alot smaller. nicer. better. and more fun to use. cheaper too. so we were liek makin fun of tt guy fer buying it. so stupid lar. haha. damn farnie man. aniwae. yup. i hate it when stuff ppl sae affect me alot. haiii ignorance reallie is bliss. the older i get. the more stuff i find out. and it bugs me. alot. signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 12:36 AM {xoxo} 6.01.2004 sighhhhhhh depressing! hanis and i r reminiscing bout the gd old days... suddenli tot wld life be cool if it was first 3 mths everiday? dun u tink so? everithing was perfect. seriously. EVERYTHING. no Os. no results. no work. HAHAHA. no crap frm teachers. no worries. no fears. no driftin apart. the company was perfect. the jokes. the luffters. the backstabbers. the confrontations. the bitching. I love u all!!!! .......everybody is someone's Ted Hamilton......... signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 10:37 AM {xoxo} hanis is damn farnie. check tis out. we were toking bout ms k crying. Seto .: she doesn't see me, whatever lar! :. ~{[ S.A.B.A 4eva ]}~ says: she cried in front of me b4 too wat Seto .: she doesn't see me, whatever lar! :. ~{[ S.A.B.A 4eva ]}~ says: when she was scolding me Seto .: she doesn't see me, whatever lar! :. ~{[ S.A.B.A 4eva ]}~ says: wah lau eh Seto .: she doesn't see me, whatever lar! :. ~{[ S.A.B.A 4eva ]}~ says: tears n saliva Seto .: she doesn't see me, whatever lar! :. ~{[ S.A.B.A 4eva ]}~ says: splurted at my face .banana.ole. says: hahaha..yucks. Seto .: she doesn't see me, whatever lar! :. ~{[ S.A.B.A 4eva ]}~ says: totallie la .banana.ole. says: how many times did you watch your face aft taht? Seto .: she doesn't see me, whatever lar! :. ~{[ S.A.B.A 4eva ]}~ says: den she was like "u betta leave." Seto .: she doesn't see me, whatever lar! :. ~{[ S.A.B.A 4eva ]}~ says: HAHAHAHAHAHA Seto .: she doesn't see me, whatever lar! :. ~{[ S.A.B.A 4eva ]}~ says: with dettol????? .banana.ole. says: better be washed..pity the girl who kisses your face. hahaha.. Seto .: she doesn't see me, whatever lar! :. ~{[ S.A.B.A 4eva ]}~ says: 15146546481981 times .banana.ole. says: ok should be enough..anymore you'll be micheal jackson HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i tot tat was damn farnie. and oh i was checking out somebody's blog den i tot of a new nickname fer a certain Friend Of SABA Award Recipient(addin to the accolade of Friend Of Singa Awards she already has) Preet-y. :D inside joke! signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 10:08 AM {xoxo} i gif up! wth is wrong with my tagboard? keeps screwing up and i can't seem to fix it. wth signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 9:52 AM {xoxo} gd morning! din go to work again today. bout the 5th day in a row? haha. shit lar. damn lazy. pay sucks aniwae. go fer wat? i reallie wanna take a well deserved break. ever since i withdrew frm SA, i've been working nonstop till now. liek nearly 3 mths??? it's tiring. really. hmmm yest was real fun lar! met gen alicia n ah morr. sooooooooo fUN! i love u la gen! haha he's damn farnie can. and his english. wahhh bth. super funny. made such a fool outta himself today. and i tink he's damn childish. kept taking his bag and slippers to see. budden he's doesn't bother to pretend too. so tt's quite cool! haha kept going on and on bout wat a satisfied customer he was! was real nice to meet up with u gen! haha take care eh? msg shi fu if there's anithing. we watched win a date with ted hamilton( with ah morr's approval) AGAIN. haha was betta tis time arnd? everithing made sense now, considering how we missed the crucial first 15 mins the first time round, courtesy of Shawn. was realllll nice!!! vv heartwarming and cliched but hey such movies nvr fail to remind us love is all around and how nice love is. (cue: SIGH!) ah morr was feelin sad after the show, AGAIN! hahahaha cheer up lar ah morr. i'm sure someday u'll find ur Ted Hamilton too! :) gen and i kept luffing. and tt ass was complaining "ending soon not? vv boring leh" initially, we wanted to catch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. but Cine wasn't showing it?! sooo i bot a new wallet. gen bot so much stuff. ridiculous shopper. within 5 mins, he just bot liao. amazing! haha i din get to shop at all lar. stupid ass. yest was pay day. and i was so irritated w my mom? she said i had to gif dad n her money. i dun mind. but the ting is, i earn peanuts and dun u tink once u hafta open ur mouth and ask fer it, the meaning is gone??? besides i gave dem $300 last mth. i've not been taking their allowance fer 3 mths. i've been surviving on my own pay. and i hafta resort to not going out on wkdays? cos i cannot afford it? it's ridiculous lar. i feel damn wronged! she din even uds me and went on to nag bout my spending ways! ridiculous nonsense. i SOOOOOOOOOOO do not spend lavishly on clothes ok? it's been ages since i bot any? ridiculous lar. sch's starting and i haf no clothes. YAY! and she was supposed to reimburse me on my new wallet? wth lar. din even offer can. oh ya, my allowance when sch starts! i dun care. it HAS TO increase :D tokin to hanis n jm now. hanis is damn farnie. he's skipping ms k's lecture. wanna die arh? going out with jm and the lads later! yay! looking forward to tat. but hafta rush off fer Ngage briefing in the evening. tis wkend got nGage event. yay~ more money :D signing off, da hunk, Jonathan at 9:33 AM {xoxo} |
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